It’s March 31st, the final day on a month I really do not want reminisce over . I’m not one to post soppy and sad little blog posts but this has really been the only piece of writing I have been inspired to do for a few weeks now. This post is very difficult for me to write as I am not the best at expressing the way I feel, however here goes…
Let me just start by explaining that this post hasn’t been written to tell you the back story of 2017 so far or to explain how things got better, what I want to do, is reassure any of you that may also be going through a hard time, and that things really do get better. It may not feel like it now or even days, weeks, months or even years down the line but we all know the only way to heal your heart is time. You need to know in yourself that you can do it and that everything happens for a reason (I truly believe this) in order to come out the other side a much stronger person. The main problem I have been facing was/is the feeling of extreme loneliness. Don’t get me wrong I have THE most supportive friend unit I could ever ask for, but I’m one of those people that hates sitting and showing people my weakest side for fear of being ignored or told ‘you’re just having a bad day thats all’. For a while I did just believe that I would wake up and feel totally fine one morning, but with no-one to let my feelings out with all the thoughts in my head developed into these monsters (for lack of a better word) I couldn’t shake off. I guess what I’m trying to say is that in order to clear your mind, you need to start being open about how you feel. When I finally did open up to my closest friends I was shocked to find out they had also felt the same as me at one point in their lives. And because of this they knew how to support me on my down days and make the most of my up days.
I do plan elaborating on these thoughts when I can find a way to express my words in the correct manner, but for now I wanted to get some of it off my chest. Until then I plan on keeping busy with many new and exciting blog posts.. I have a good feeling about the rest of this year and I can’t wait to kick the first quarter in the backside!
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